Sunday, November 28, 2010

Advent


Jesus, word of God, our wisdom,
come, and show us how to love,
in the promised joyful kingdom,
gentle teacher from above.

Blest Lord of ancient Israel,
seen by Moses in the fire,
you gave your tribes their citadel,
with the law you did inspire.

O final flower of Jesse’s stem,
kings and nations stand in awe.
By your love and welcome rule them,
fill your peoples with your law.

Key of David and key of life,
free our world and lives from night.
Bring your quiet to end our strife,
and hate’s prison put to flight.

O fiery dawn that brings the day,
light our path for we are lost.
Give us the joy and voice to say:
come both fire and holocaust.

O King, unite humanity,
keystone of our human arch.
We are but dust and vanity,
be with us on this earth’s march.

Emmanuel, in weakness born,
let us turn our thoughts to you,
born as a babe on Christmas morn,
in weakness evil’s power slew.


Friday, November 26, 2010

Fair Trade

Today marks the start of the Christmas shopping insanity.  If you are going to buy gifts this year, please, please, please consider buying Fair Trade.  Here are links to some groups in the U.S. that either do mail order, internet shopping, or have local stores.  There may be a Fair Trade shop in your own town that is not affiliated with one of these groups.  I encourage you to support them, too.  Here’s a start:

http://friendsofthethirdworld.org/ click the Cooperative Trading link



Thursday, November 25, 2010

The Automobile, Our Master

In the Great American Necropolis of today, the automobile continues to be a major source of dysfunction.  It remains a seemingly inoperable cancer that is devouring what little remains of our diminishing quality of life.  The automobile isn’t just polluting and time-wasting; it is an amazing waste of resources at all levels.  The automobile is insanely expensive to purchase and operate, and it is a sign of our desperation that no matter how costly it becomes to operate, we can’t give it up.  It is the working poor that suffer most from our addiction to the automobile.  More often than not, one needs a car to get to his or her crappy job, and gas, repairs, licensing, safety inspections, and insurance all devour a proportionally higher percentage of a poor person’s income than someone from the middle or upper class.  For those who live paycheck-to-paycheck, a major auto repair spells literal economic disaster.  Few American cities have more than laughable public transportation, and the outlays for necessary expansion will not be forthcoming unless we demand them.  The bicycle, the most efficient means of transportation in existence, is not an option for most people because a) it is just too risky to share the congested roads with dangerous, aggressive automobiles, b) one must be willing to tolerate the miasma of toxic pollutants that the cars around you are emitting, and c) freeways, the great arteries of our cities, are off-limits to self-powered transportation.  This is to say nothing of the problems the pedestrian faces.  Cities pay lip service to increasing bike and pedestrian access and safety, but usually reserve their improvements for recreational settings.  We must demand that city, state, and federal transportation plans prioritize, rather than marginalize, bike and pedestrian roads.  Public transportation, too, must be expanded to the point where it actually becomes an efficient and attractive alternative to the car.  Without expanded hours of service, increased frequency of vehicles, and better scheduling, public transportation will remain the stepchild of the automobile, and we the auto's slaves.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

O Century!

How to explain the twentieth century, the century into which I was born?  The “century of crimes against humanity” is certainly how it will one day be known.  Is it any wonder that so many who reached maturity in the sixties and early seventies wanted to chuck it all and start over again?  In the twenty-first century, with our computers and our disillusionment, how much more harm will we capable of doing to each other!
     We must seek a new Golden Age, which can only begin with a rejection of war, materialism, affluence, and intolerance.  If we don’t, we may not survive at all.

     “Let us work to build the Kingdom of God, not future ruins.”
                                      --Vinoba Bhave


Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Adobe bricks


Anyone can make adobe bricks.  It’s fun and easy.  There are a ton of “making adobe bricks” sites on the internet.  The house that I live in was built of adobe in 1929 and seems to be surviving pretty well.  Of course, there are adobe buildings that have survived 1,000 years or more.  Adobe buildings do require a lot of maintenance, and you have to live in a fairly dry climate, but hey, all building materials have their drawbacks.  Adobe is ecologically sound and very beautiful.  The thermal mass of adobe walls makes them good absorbers of heat during the day that can then be released in the cold of night. Adobe doesn’t hold up as well as high-fired brick in earthquakes, but does better in tornadoes and other wind disasters.  It is important that the contour of the land on which you plan to build slopes away from the proposed structure.  Good drainage is very important.  Many cities have adobe building codes that must be followed for the construction of homes and other large structures.  However, if you are just building a temascal or horno in your back yard, you probably won’t need a permit.

Monday, November 22, 2010

St. Cecilia, Patron of Musicians

Who can sing like the cup of the lily,
filled with the low chant of bees?
Whose voice can soar like the brown coastal petrels
sailing out over the seas?

My heart, in thorns can;
still bleeding, in love,
my soul in shadows
can mourn like a dove.

A voice, fresh green water,
a burning, still cry,
allowed me to sing thus:
“I love as I die!”

In darkness, God’s eclipse,
I blinded my eyes,
I looked to my wet heart,
I looked to the skies.

“Don’t search, I am with you
in this stillness of night,
turn from the created
that blinds you to sight.

“So sing, I will hear you
from naught that you see,
I will hear you in loving
and you will hear me.”

Sunday, November 21, 2010

And It's Relaxing...



A human being, unaided by any tool, gets around quite efficiently. He or she carries one gram of his or her weight over a kilometer in ten minutes by expending 0.75 calories. A human on his or her feet is thermodynamically more efficient than any motorized vehicle and most animals. For his or her weight, he or she performs more work in locomotion than rats or oxen, less than horses or sturgeon. At this rate of efficiency humanity settled the world and made its history. 
   
                                                          --Ivan Illich, Energy and Equity

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Die Christenheit oder Europa



There are many who have called attention to the fact that Novalis’ view of the Middle Ages was hopelessly idealized; but those who do so miss the point, or rather, don’t see that that is the point.  Novalis’ Middle Ages was the Middle Ages idealized, a metaphor for the spiritual richness of those times.  Novalis wrote, Die Welt ist ein Universaltropus des Geistes, ein symbolisches Bild desselben (The world is a universal trope of the spirit, a symbolic picture of it.)  Is not his golden vision of the "Middle Ages" in fact a trope of the spirit of the age?

  

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

November 17

Today is the feast of St. Elizabeth of Hungary, whose life was more moving than any fairy tale.  And St. Gregory of Tours, who left us his monumental History of the Franks.  And last but not least, the great St. Hugh of Lincoln, with his swan and his heart of courage, who is one of my patrons, and who almost makes my middle name bearable. Ora pro nobis.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

The Harvest of Poverty and Corruption

The drug wars in Mexico continue to claim thousands of lives, with the various factions unquestionably aided and abetted by people high in the government.  This is the harvest of so many years of poverty and corruption, made worse by Calderón and his neoliberal cronies.


Monday, November 15, 2010

Dramatis Personæ in Hermann Hesse's The Journey to the East


In honor of the feast of St. Albert the Great, the “Universal Teacher,” I offer this “Who’s Who in Hermann Hesse’s The Journey to the East.”  Some of this is conjecture, and there may be factual errors, as I can’t claim to be an expert in all the areas of knowledge that this list of characters represents.  But it is a start for fellow League members to begin exploring further…


Hugo—Fictional Byzantine Emperor visited by Charlemagne in Le Pelerinage de Charlemagne (Charlemagne’s Journey to Jerusalem and Constaninople).  Hesse may also be making reference here to Hugo Ball, Swiss writer, dramatist, cabaret performer, and one of the founders of the Dadaist movement.  After embracing Roman Catholicism, he and his wife Emmy lived a life of simplicity, mostly in or near Montagnola (where Hesse lived).  He and Hesse became intimate friends, united in their rejection of war, materialism, and bourgeois conventions.  He wrote the first full-length biography of Hesse.  His slow, painful and untimely death from cancer at age fifty affected Hesse deeply.

Mad Roland—In Italian, Orlando Furioso, the hero of the epic poem of the same name: a warrior driven mad by love.  He was one of the paladins, mythical courtiers of Charlemagne similar to Arthur’s Knights of the Round Table.  Tales of the paladins include The Song of Roland, Charlemagne’s Journey to Jerusalem and Constaninople, and Ariosto’s long poem Orlando Furioso.

Count Keyserling—Philosopher Count Hermann Keyserling.  Of Estonian birth, he wrote numerous books including The Travel Diary of a Philosopher, which chronicled his journeys around the world and his observations of various cultures and philosophies.  Hesse actually wrote a favorable review of this book.  Count Keyserling founded (with his son) a society for world culture (with a New Age-y slant) called the School of Wisdom, which considers Hesse to be among its members.

Ossendowski—Ferdynand Antoni Ossendowski, Polish writer and traveler, soldier of fortune, spy, and diplomat.  He wrote a number of novels based on his extensive travels in exotic places.

Albert the Great—Swabian friar, philosopher, scientist, alchemist, theologian, teacher, bishop, and diplomat.  Considered one of the first (along with his pupil St. Thomas Aquinas) to introduce Aristotle to the West; a founder of modern science (with his recognition of the autonomy of physics from metaphysics and his belief that physical science should be based on empirical observation).  Called “Albertus Magnus” (Albert the Great) and the “Stupor Mundi” (Wonder of the World) for his encyclopedic knowledge of everything from geology to mystical theology.  Saint and Doctor of the Church.  Hesse was very proud of his own Swabian origin.

Siddhartha—Title character of Hesse’s book Siddhartha.  Also the name of the historical Buddha: Gotama or Gautama Siddhartha.

Rudiger—(Possibly) Rudiger von Vaihingen, Prince-Bishop of Würzburg; Rudiger of the Knights of Limpach; or Rudiger Maness, collector of traditional Swabian folksongs, whose work had a strong influence on Swabian poetry.

Princess Fatima—Character in one of the stories found in The One Thousand and One Nights, also known as the Arabian Nights.

Novalis—Pen name of Georg Phillip Friedrich Freiherr von Hardenberg, German Romantic poet, essayist, novelist, and “spiritual center” of the German Romantic Literary Movement.  He believed that the Romantics were destined to issue in a poetic golden age, where science and religion, art and philosophy, would all be poetically united.  Influenced Hesse immensely—in many ways Hesse was “the last of the German Romantics.”

The Giant Agramant—Character in Orlando Furioso and other legends of the paladins, a Saracen king who engages the paladins in battle and falls by Orlando’s hand.

St. Christopher—“Christ-bearer,” he was said to have been a giant who sought the mightiest of masters.  He carried travelers across a ford in a river, and one night carried a child who became so heavy that Christopher was barely able to make the crossing.  The child told him that he had been carrying the sins of the whole world on his shoulders, as he (the child) was Jesus Christ.  Christopher became a convert to Christianity and eventually met a martyr’s death.  He is depicted in art carrying the Christ Child and holding a pilgrim’s staff.  Large images of him were painted on church walls because of a belief that anyone who looked upon his image would suffer no harm that day.  (Ticino, the Swiss canton where Hesse spent much of his life, is famous for the “Christophers” painted on many of its churches.)  He became the patron saint of travelers, who wore medals bearing his image.  In 1969, the Vatican declared that there was no sound historical basis for this lovely legend.

Hohenstaufen—A dynasty of Germanic Kings of Swabian origin, some bore the titles King of Sicily, Duke of Swabia, Holy Roman Emperor, and others.

The Prophet Mohammed—Messenger of God.  Born in Mecca, he received his first revelation from the Angel Jibril in his fortieth year. The angel's words became the Holy Qur'an and the foundation of Islam.   He preached a religion of monotheism, of a compassionate and merciful God who would call all to judgment.  Died in Medina in A.D. 632.

Princess Isabella—Character in Orlando Furioso. Daughter of the King of Galicia, falls tragically in love with a Saracen, is convinced to flee her native land, is held captive by Moorish sailors, from whom she is rescued by Orlando, and later dies a tragic death.

The Poet Lauscher—Title character of a story in Hesse’s first published prose work, Hermann Lauscher.  A kind of alter-ego for young Hesse.

The Artist Klingsor—Title character of Hesse’s Klingsor’s Last Summer.  Another Hesse alter-ego.  Hesse himself was a painter of some note.

Paul Klee—Major twentieth century Swiss artist.  His work is marked by whimsy, musical elements, magic, fantasy, dreamlike imagery.  He and Hesse probably never met but are considered kindred spirits.

Don Quixote—Title character in Miguel de Cervantes 1605 novel Don Quixote de la Mancha, the first great work of, and foundation for, modern fiction, especially the novel.  Although Cervantes wrote Don Quixote as a satire of popular novels of chivalry, Hesse and others saw the underlying nobility of mad Quixote’s character.  Quixote also experiences a great disillusionment with his ideals similar to that which H.H. undergoes at Morbio Inferiore.

Jup, the Magician—Hesse's nickname for Josef Englert, Swiss friend who for a time actually did seek his fortune in Kashmir.

Colofine, the Sorcerer—In the original German, Collofino der Rauchzauberer (Collofino the smoke-conjurer).  Josef Feinhals, cigar manufacturer and Latin philologist; friend of Hesse; from the Italian version of his name.

Louis the Terrible—Ironic nickname given by Hesse to his friend, the Swiss expressionist Louis Moilliet.  Friend of Paul Klee.

Anslem—Character in Hesse’s short story, “Iris.”  He searches for years for the wonder that a purple iris in his mother’s garden once awoke in him.  Hesse was probably at least partially inspired by the blue flower (a symbol of poetry) that Heinrich von Ofterdingen searches for in the novel by Novalis that bears his name.

Ninon “the foreigner”—Ninon Dolbin, Hesse’s third wife.  Her maiden name was Ausländer, “foreigner” in German.  Although much younger than Hesse, she was a remarkable woman in her own right; Hesse’s equal in both intelligence and strength of character.

Almansor—Almansor ben Abdullah, the title character of German Romantic poet Heinrich Heine’s verse play, “Almansor.”  Heine was a complex intellectual who denounced Romanticism after his conversion to political radicalism, and yet, because of his poetry, remains identified with the German Romantic Movement.  It is to Almansor that Hassan speaks the most famous line of Heine’s, “Just as they now burn books, so they shall eventually burn people.”

Parsifal—The title character of German epic poet Wolfram von Eschenbach’s Parzival.  Composed in the early 13th century, Parzival is a retelling of the legend of Percival, one of King Arthur’s Knights of the Round Table.  Though based on an earlier source, it is Wolfram’s version of the knightly adventures of Percival and the Grail that has had the greatest influence on other writers.  Parzival is a story of a spiritual journey, with striking similarities to H.H.’s, as much as it is an adventure story.  Hesse may have been thinking (or also thinking) of Chrétien de Troyes unfinished Perceval, the Story of the Grail, an earlier source that Wolfram based his epic poem on.

Witiko—Title character of Austrian author Adalbert Stifter’s novel Witiko.  Witiko is a sprawling novel set in medieval Bohemia, where the hero seeks after and finds righteousness and beauty.  Witiko was greatly admired by Hesse.  He makes reference to Stifter’s suicide in Steppenwolf.  (He also may have borrowed the idea of using Steppen as a prefix from Stifter.)

Goldmund—Title character of Hesse’s Narcissus and Goldmund.  The artist Goldmund represents the ideal of nature and art, as opposed to the monk Narcissus, who represents the mind and the spirit.

Sancho Panza—Loyal companion and squire of Don Quixote in Cervantes’ novel Don Quixote de la Mancha.

The Barmekides—A powerful family of Persian administrators under the Abbasid Caliphate of Bagdad.  They figure in several tales in The Thousand and One Nights, especially the vizier Ja'far.

Hans C.—Hans C. Bodmer, friend and patron of Hesse.  Built the house where Hesse was to spend his later years.  Bodmer’s own house in Zurich was nicknamed “Zur Arch,” hence the reference to finding Noah’s Ark amid the tramways and banks of Zurich.

Max and Tilli—Max and Tilli Wassmer, Swiss friends of Hesse.

Othmar—Othmar Schoeck, Swiss composer, conductor, and close friend of Hesse’s.  He created a song cycle based on ten of Hesse’s poems.

Mozart—Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, Austrian composer, whose musical uniqueness, virtuosity, prolific output, and mastery of practically every “classical” form makes him almost certainly the greatest musical genius of all time.  Hesse describes him in Steppenwolf as “the god of my youth, the object, all my life long, of love and veneration.”  Mozart and Pablo (see below) form a dyad in Steppenwolf, as do so many of Hesse’s characters throughout his work.

Armida—Character in the legend of the paladin Rinaldo and the witch Armida, Jerusalem Delivered, by Torquato Tasso.  At the festival at Bremgarten, Armida is depicted as singing, this is probably a reference to one of the many operas that have been based on the story of Armida and Rinaldo, most likely Handel’s Rinaldo.

The Astrologer Longus—Josef B. Lang, disciple of Carl Jung and pioneering Swiss psychoanalyst in his own right.  Hesse underwent an intense course of psychotherapy under Lang in 1916 and the two remained lifelong friends.  The character Pistorius in Hesse’s Demian was based on Dr. Lang.

Henry of Ofterdingen—Title character of Novalis’ unfinished novel, Heinrich von Ofterdingen; he seeks the blue flower, symbol of poetry, also adopted as a symbol of the German Romantic Movement as a whole.

Puss in Boots—Character in a fairy tale, a cat who cleverly helps his impoverished master become wealthy and marry a princess.

Hans Resom—the Swiss writer Hans Albrecht Moser.

Charles the Great—Charlemagne, King of the Franks and Lombards, ruler of the Carolingian Empire, given the title Emperor of the Romans by the Pope, first major empire builder in Western Europe after the fall of the Roman Empire, considered in legend to have been the champion of Christianity in the West, his reforms in secular law, church law, education, and economic policy shaped Western Europe for centuries.

Pablo—Major character in Hesse’s novel Steppenwolf, he is a handsome, polyglot, sensual, drug-using, seemingly shallow Latin American Jazz saxophonist.  But he is also the master of the Magic Theater and Mozart’s double.  It has been surmised that he was in part based on American Jazz musician Sidney Bechet, whom Hesse heard play and who was his introduction to Jazz.

Hugo Wolf—Austrian composer, primarily of songs based on poetic texts.  He was a favorite of Hesse’s.

Brentano—Clemens Brentano, German Romantic poet and novelist; later Roman Catholic lay monk, (and, along with his brother-in-law) folklorist.

Hoffmann—Ernst Theodor Wilhelm (Amadeus) Hoffmann, also known as E.T.A. Hoffmann, late German Romantic writer and composer.  He is best known for his short stories and novellas, which often emphasize the pathological, fantasy, horror, and mystery.  In his own life, Hoffmann lived a dual existence: as a responsible jurist and administrator, and as an artist of the supernatural and the weird.  This dualism is found in much of his work: in "Der goldne Topf " (“The Golden Pot”), one of his Märchen (fairytale-like stories), the subject is the struggle of a young man between the pull of the world of reality and the world of poetry.  This theme of the incompatibility of the artist’s world and everyday life is also found in Hesse’s work.  Hoffmann was “small and elfish,” and quite a drunk.

The Archivist Lindhorst—Character in E.T.A. Hoffman’s story “The Golden Pot.”  Although he has taken the human form of an Archivist, Lindhorst is in reality a salamander, an Elemental Spirit of Fire.

Paladins of Charles the Great—(see Mad Roland).

Lukas—Martin Lang, Swabian poet and editor, friend of Hesse.  Lukas was the name of the author of a gardening book that Lang used to consult when looking after Hesse’s garden in Gaienhofen, a town on the Bodensee where Hesse lived with his first wife.

Zoroaster—Founder of the religion Zoroastrianism, one of the most ancient beliefs still practiced today.  Zoroaster is the Greek form of Zarathustra.  Tradition places him somewhere around 660 to 583 B.C.  He was a religious reformer in Bactria.  His teaching spread to Persia, where it enjoyed success until the coming of Islam.  There are still small groups of Zoroastrians, usually called Parsis, in India and Iran.  Hesse was probably drawn to Zoroaster because of the complex dualism that is part of the theology attributed to Zoroaster and the Avesta, a collection of religious writings at least partially ascribed to him.  Because of the ancient nature of Zoroastrianism, there are questions as to how much of the rigidly dualistic belief held today can actually be attributed to Zoroaster.

Lao Tse—Literally “old master,” a Chinese sage born in 604 B.C.  He is considered the founder of Taoism, and the authorship of the Tao Teh Ching is attributed to him.  One of the three great teachers in Taoism.

Plato—Greek philosopher, born around 428 B.C.  His ideas, along with those of Aristotle and Socrates, form the basis for Western philosophy.  He is best-known for his Dialogues, a series of conversations on philosophical subjects, nearly all of which are led by Socrates. There is dispute as to whether the ideas attributed to Socrates in the Dialogues actually belonged to him, or were primarily the work of Plato.  Plato helped found the Academy in Athens, the first “university.”

Xenophon—Ancient Greek soldier, historian, and political philosopher.  Contemporary of Plato and Socrates.

Pythagoras—Greek philosopher and mathematician of the late fifth century B. C.  What we know of him comes strictly from secondary sources.  He is believed to have headed an esoteric mystical and ecstatic religious cult, making his name synonymous with cryptic or mysterious beliefs.  He is also credited with discovering important basic mathematical theorems and formulae, which he believed to have divine significance.

Tristram Shandy—Title character of The Life and Opinions of Tristram Shandy, Gentleman, by Laurence Sterne (1713-1768.)  Supposedly the autobiography of Shandy, it is a comic novel filled with digressions, non-sequiters, blank pages, and other strange devices that made it unique until the avant-garde modern novel.  It influenced Goethe and many of the German Romantics.

Baudelaire—French Symbolist poet, 1821-1867.  A common theme in his poetry is the conflict between reality and the ideal, a theme found in Hesse’s work as well.

King David—In the Old Testament, he is depicted as a shepherd boy who eventually rises in the favor of Saul, King of the Israelites, due to his harp playing and defeat of the giant Goliath.  He becomes a great warrior, and, after Saul’s death, King of Israel.  He, along with his son Solomon, are often thought of as the noblest of the kings of Israel, although both eventually “did many really wicked things;” in the case of David these included adultery and murder.  Nevertheless, David was seen as a forebear and symbolic reflection of Jesus Christ.

Saul—In the Old Testament, first King of the Israelites.  He was troubled by “evil spirits,” a kind of madness that threw him into rages that could only be pacified by the harp playing of David.  He eventually became fiercely jealous of David’s prowess as a warrior and was rejected by God for disobedience.  After defeat in battle, Saul attempted to kill himself, but was actually finished off by one of his soldiers.  David succeeded to the kingship after his death.

The Ferryman Vasudeva—Character in Hesse’s Siddhartha.  The ferryman Vasudeva acts as a spiritual guide to Siddhartha, showing him the way to understand his life and find enlightenment as he works beside him as a ferryman and they listen to the mystical chanting of the river.  He also demonstrates to Siddhartha the non-existence of time and the unity of all experience.


Sunday, November 14, 2010

Parables

I use parables when I speak to them because they look but do not see, they listen but do not hear or understand.
                                                                                                         --Matthew 13:13

Friday, November 12, 2010

Syndic

Syndic is a literary journal edited by Leroy Chatfield.  There is a wide selection of art, photography, essays, stories, and poetry from some great people.  Check it out at http://syndicjournal.us/

From the Headlines

From the headlines: “DNA test casts doubt on executed Texas man’s guilt.”  Nice going State of Texas, a.k.a. “Murder, Inc.”

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Everything Is Magical

Sometimes I dream that I encounter a house on one of my walks through the neighborhood where I live: an old, stately, two story place surrounded by a garden.  Inside the house I find members of the League, the populace of a new golden age, a place of universal poesy.  There are ongoing discussions about botany and art, philosophy and the spirit.  A musician plays a folk tune on a fiddle.  An urban Rosenhaus.  I have not found such a place, but on the wall of the house on Arizona Street with a porch full of cats, passion vines are growing.  I passed by about a month ago, and the unmistakable, impossible passion flowers were blooming.  I had no idea that passion vines would grow in our climate.  Now the vines are covered with green fruit.  The yard of the house next door is filled with huge clusters of quartz crystals, dozens of them, gleaming in the late day sun.
     I never cease to be amazed by Novalis' Hymnen an Die Nacht.  It takes me to a place like the house that I am searching for.  It exists as a world unto itself.  I can only borrow Harry Haller’s words and say, “A work of such plenitude and power has never since arisen among men.”  That Novalis was in his twenties when he wrote it is perhaps what astounds me the most.  I remember writing a novel when I was twenty and being very satisfied with myself and my own genius.  Then, one evening, I attended a performance of Shakespeare’s A Midsummer Night’s Dream.  What shame, to be in the presence of real genius.  It was a cruel humiliation, a lesson not to be misconstrued.  I was not a genius at twenty, and it is no loss to anyone that the novel I wrote did not survive.  How does one explain Novalis, dead before thirty?  Or the original recipient of Harry Haller’s comment, Mozart?  How did Thomas Mann, in his mid-twenties, write such a true and insightful depiction of a mid-life crisis in Buddenbrooks?  I am glad now that I was not a genius at twenty.  Everything Thomas Mann wrote after Buddenbrooks seems a straining to surpass that one perfect achievement.   I continue to hope for the magic house as I walk the neighborhood.  Novalis wrote:  Alles ist Zauberei oder nichts (Everything is magical or nothing).